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I’d declare peace with them if that’s what they truly want still, I’m not interested in dragging this out any longer than it needs to be. I’d rather forgive, forget, and move forward. But I honestly don’t understand what the goal of all this harassment has been. It’s gone far beyond simple disagreement, and it’s been hurtful and exhausting to deal with.

FA ended up banning them because of their behaviour after i reported it, and I understand that they’re upset about it. I would be too in their position. But the truth is, I don't think i can get them unbanned, and if I could, I genuinely would, just so we could finally put this whole situation behind us.

When things first started, I made the harassment public on Twitter because it had gone too far with the nazi stuff. It wasn’t about revenge or trying to ruin anyone it was about protecting myself and showing what I was dealing with. I should have been thorough before posting it.

Some time after they first messaged me on Telegram, which was the only time I ever said anything to them other than leave me alone, and their original fa ban ended and they message me, they admitted that they had been a minor at that time. I want to be clear that I had absolutely no idea of their age when they first contacted me.

They did offer peace once before, and in that same note, they acknowledged being underage when they first reached out. However, they also used that fact to claim that I had been a bully. (They are now an adult, and I’m sharing this detail not as an attack, but simply as context and information. *)

At the time, their offer of peace felt as though it came with the assumption that they had done nothing wrong during the events of that year, That made it difficult for me to accept their offer in good faith. I believe that if someone genuinely wants to make peace, there should be at least some acknowledgement of what happened, even a small one, and then we can leave it at that. I will also say that i am also to fault.

If they truly want to make peace now, I’m open to it, but not under the pretense that they weren’t the one who aided in starting this whole situation. If they’ve deleted everything connected to this matter, I’ll do the same out of respect to honour that peace. I’ve already said I’m willing to remove what I shared on Twitter, as long as they do the same on their end, including on their Russian posting site and YouTube channel.

At this point, I don’t want any more conflict.

And they could just go make another account and go on with their life, I wouldn't do anything about it. I don't need to know how someone is better than me, or what they've accomplished more. Good to hear they've done and achieved many things with their life than me.

I don't want people going after them if that is what has happened. I don't seek them out and I don't care what they say or do.

https://tinyurl.com/y2bvbbzx

Deffethazrashid[comment under https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11240110]:

Christy, please listen. I’m asking you to read this; I am writing this in peace.

I’m glad you want peace, and I want it too, but there’s something I need to say.

You are still labeling our initial interaction as harassment.

I simply want you to understand that my responses weren't driven by malice, but by the fact that you leveled baseless accusations against me on Twitter.

I was genuinely hurt. I was bullied, and importantly, you dehumanized me. Recall that when I responded, you simply mocked me and called me a crazy idiot.

You claimed you didn't know I was a minor, but remember how you told me, "Rashid, grow up," and other things like that?

I’m not saying I was perfect. I understand which letter you were referring to at the end, and there are aspects of it for which I could apologize.

But I ask you to note that the commentators above are actively telling you that I am entirely to blame and are calling for further action.

This bullying and dehumanization deeply hurt me between the ages of 16 and 18, and you know what happened to my accounts. I mean, those are irreversible consequences.

You are presenting me as a crazy stalker rather than a person. It felt like you were cruelly abusing me.

I responded to you because you were destroying my mental health within a community where I just wanted to make friends when I was 16.

I am not rejecting peace, but I need an acknowledgment of these things. If you wish, we can discuss this here or on Discord.

(On a technical note, that Russian website doesn't allow users to delete posts, but I can try to get it removed by contacting the site admins. I will try writing to them.)

But regardless, what I’ve written here is fundamentally important.

I don't know what to expect from you, or if you will lash out at me now.

(Please note that my replies during our discussion may be irregular due to real-life commitments.)

ChristyKitsune[comment under https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11240110]:

When I posted on Twitter, I reacted to the situation as I experienced it. Using the phrase “crazy idiot” was inappropriate, and I regret saying it. I did not intend to attack you personally; it was my way of responding to what was happening at that time.

When I said “grow up,” I genuinely did not know you were underage. Online, I generally assume people are adults unless they state otherwise. In English, “grow up” is a phrase used to point out behavior that seems immature or unreasonable. It was directed at behavior, not at you personally.

I cannot control what others say or do. In my journal, I asked that others leave you alone, and I do not support harassment. Their words and actions are their responsibility, not mine.

I acknowledge that many of these events occurred — to you. I do not deny your experiences, and I also hope mine can be recognized. I understand that you feel strongly about the things you have expressed regarding our interactions. I am not dismissing your perspective, and I acknowledge that you have shared your feelings and experiences. I hope that recognizing both of our perspectives can help us move on, without reopening disputes or assigning blame.

I feel that it is important to allow these events to remain in the past. I do not wish to revisit old disputes, debates, or reinterpretations of previous interactions. My hope is that we can both move forward calmly, taking care to de-escalate any tension and avoid further conflict.

I am setting this boundary not as a criticism or rejection of your experiences, but as a way to prevent ongoing disputes and maintain a stable distance between us. I trust that by keeping to what has already been said and respecting these boundaries, there will be no need for further interaction, and we can each continue without unnecessary stress and move on with life.

Deffethazrashid[comment under https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11240110]:

In fact, you haven't acknowledged the fundamental essence.

I agree to de facto peace because this whole situation is tiresome, but the situation hasn't been resolved "de jure."

I think we can close the discussion due to conflicting axioms. Essentially, you're trying to impose a solution on your terms with minimal acknowledgment of anything on your part.

In short:

Peace? - YES ✅️

Agreement/recognition of both parties/"legal contract" - no ❌️

Christie, I'm not saying I'm perfect in everything, but I don't agree with the way you're trying to impose this on me from a dominant position.

That's it, peace, no further interactions, but no conditions.

I'm quitting this game.

And yes, I know that some of the words used in the text about achievements were unacceptable. I admit that. But it was a reaction to the situation.

[deleted by FA administration later]

Deffethazrashid[note on the FA website to the ChristyKitsune account]:

[i]Hi, the FA administration immediately deletes my comments. (because FA is an absurd site that interferes with the negotiations)

You don't have to reply to me in this case, as I'll just see "read" in the message list. Please don't report this account. This comment is a copy of something I sent you from other accounts in the journal, but the admins immediately deleted it.[/i]

In fact, you haven't acknowledged the fundamental essence.

I agree to de facto peace because this whole situation is tiresome, but the situation hasn't been resolved "de jure."

I think we can close the discussion due to conflicting axioms. Essentially, you're trying to impose a solution on your terms with minimal acknowledgment of anything on your part.

In short:

Peace? - YES ✅

Agreement/recognition of both parties/"legal contract" - no ❌

Christie, I'm not saying I'm perfect in everything, but I don't agree with the way you're trying to impose this on me from a dominant position.

That's it, peace, no further interactions, but no conditions.

I'm quitting this game.

And yes, I know that some of the words used in the text about achievements were unacceptable. I admit that. But it was a reaction to the situation.

[There was no response after that, but Christy deleted the original post with the erroneous accusation that started the conflict.]

Dear friends,

It has come to pass.

The house of cards that Christy Kitsune spent two years building on a foundation of slander has collapsed. Under the weight of the truth, she was forced to tear down the main monument to her shame—that very post, written on June 18, 2025, which served as a digital scaffold for an innocent person.

And what was this monument? For those who did not see it with their own eyes, allow me to recount its essence. This was not merely a lie; it was a "Grand Conspiracy Theory." In a single text, ignoring obvious evidence, she accused me of hacking her account (an act committed by another person). She framed my attempt to make peace at the age of 18 as "stalking," which led to my ban. She resurrected long-dead conflicts with other people, resolved two years prior, to brand me a "serial abuser." She mixed everything into one giant, suffocating mass of slander to create the image of a deranged person. This is what she deleted. This is what she shamefully fled from.

For two years. For two years, hiding behind the status of a "veteran of the furry swamp" and the mutual protection of her inner circle, she conducted a public execution of a reputation. She sincerely believed that her age, old connections, and the remnants of her former popularity granted her an indulgence for any lie. She was mistaken. Her currency has been devalued.

But what drives a person down such a path? The answer lies not in complex psychology, but in banal existential emptiness.

Before us is the tragedy of a person stuck in the past. A person whose only capital is social connections from a bygone era. Whose only achievement is a cozy digital "swamp" where she reigned by right of seniority. Before us is a person who couldn't even pass basic school exams. A person who, in her entire long life, never built a career, never achieved anything outside of her cozy digital "swamp." And when someone younger appears on the horizon—someone who builds, learns, and achieves in the real world—the old idol cannot stand it. It is consumed by the black, impotent poison of envy.

Her slander was not a mistake or a delusion. It was an act of desperation. An attempt to drown someone who is flying, so as not to appear to be crawling at the bottom herself. It was existential vampirism—the urge to feed on another's pain to feel alive for a moment.

A detail has come to light: Christy has been engaged in her antisocial activities since 2002!

But lies are poor building material. And her shameful retreat is not just a victory for the righteous. It is a victory for reality. It is a triumph of facts over fiction, of logic over hysterics, of creation over decay.

The empire of lies has fallen. The name Christy Kitsune is now forever inscribed not in the history of the fandom, but in the shameful chronicle of cowardly slander and crushing defeat.

And in this, there is a lesson that goes beyond a personal story. We have witnessed a clash of two worlds.

Her world is the world of yesterday. A world of private chats and backroom intrigues, where "being right" is determined not by facts, but by the number of old acquaintances willing to cover for you. It is a world of feudal hierarchy, where status allows one to persecute those below with impunity.

The other world is the world of the present. A world where truth needs no approval from the "elites." Where the only authority is a provable fact. Where the honor of one person, even a loner without an army of followers, carries more weight than the collective lie of an entire clan.

Today, the second world has proven its strength.

Let everyone who builds their power on manipulation and slander see their own future in this.

Truth is not an army. It needs no legions.
It need only be spoken.

Дорогие друзья.

Свершилось.

Карточный домик, который Кристи Кицуне / ChristyKitsune два года строила на фундаменте из клеветы, рухнул. Под тяжестью правды она была вынуждена снести главный монумент своего позора — тот самый пост, написанный 18 июня 2025го года, что служил цифровым эшафотом для невиновного человека.

А что это был за монумент? Для тех, кто не видел его воочию, позвольте напомнить суть. Это была не просто ложь, это была "Великая теория заговора". В одном тексте она, игнорируя очевидные улики, обвинила меня во взломе её аккаунта (совершённом другим человеком). Она выставила мою попытку заключить мир в 18 лет как "сталкинг", приведший к моему бану. Она воскресила давно мёртвые, разрешённые два года назад конфликты с другими людьми, чтобы заклеймить меня "серийным абьюзером". Она смешала всё в один гигантский, удушающий ком клеветы, чтобы создать образ ненормального. Вот что она удалила. Вот от чего она позорно убежала.

Два года. Два года она, прикрываясь статусом «ветерана фурри болота» и круговой порукой своего узкого круга, вела показательную казнь репутации. Она искренне верила, что возраст, старые связи и остатки былой популярности дают ей индульгенцию на любую ложь. Она ошиблась. Её валюта обесценилась.

Но что толкает человека на такой путь? Ответ не в сложной психологии, а в банальной экзистенциальной пустоте.

Перед нами трагедия человека, застрявшего в прошлом. Человека, чей единственный капитал — социальные связи из давно ушедшей эпохи. Чьё единственное достижение — уютное цифровое «болото», где она царила по праву выслуги лет. Перед нами человек, который не сумел сдать даже базовые школьные экзамены. Человек, который за всю свою долгую жизнь так и не построил карьеры, не добился ничего за пределами своего уютного цифрового «болота». И когда на горизонте появляется тот, кто моложе, кто строит, учится и достигает в реальном мире, — старый идол не выдерживает. Его охватывает чёрный, бессильный яд зависти.

Её клевета была не ошибкой и не заблуждением. Это был акт отчаяния. Попытка утопить летящего, чтобы самой не казаться ползущей по дну. Это был экзистенциальный вампиризм — стремление питаться чужой болью, чтобы на мгновение почувствовать себя живой.

Была узнана деталь: Кристи вела свою асоциальную деятельность с 2002 года!

Но ложь — плохой строительный материал. И её позорное бегство — не просто победа праведных сил. Это победа реальности. Это триумф фактов над вымыслом, логики над истерикой, созидания над гниением.

Империя лжи пала. Имя Кристи Кицуне теперь навсегда вписано не в историю фэндома, а в позорную хронику малодушной клеветы и сокрушительного поражения.

И в этом есть урок, выходящий за рамки личной истории. Мы стали свидетелями столкновения двух миров.

Её мир — это мир вчерашнего дня. Мир закрытых чатов и кулуарных интриг, где «правота» определяется не фактами, а количеством старых знакомых, готовых тебя прикрыть. Это мир феодальной иерархии, где статус позволяет безнаказанно травить тех, кто стоит ниже.

Другой мир — это мир настоящего. Мир, где правда не нуждается в одобрении «элит». Где единственный авторитет — это доказуемый факт. Где честь одного человека, даже одиночки без армии подписчиков, весит больше, чем коллективная ложь целого клана.

Сегодня второй мир доказал свою силу.

Пусть каждый, кто строит свою власть на манипуляциях и клевете, увидит в этом своё будущее.

Правда — это не армия. Ей не нужны легионы.
Ей достаточно быть сказанной.